Not qualified but satisfied

Despite saying that I won't go for the MAKSAK qualifying, somehow or rather "I have to eat my own words" or I would say that "kita merancang Allah yang menentukan". Definitely I do not want to embarass myself especially when I know very well that my game "is getting from bad to worst". Tapi kesian pulak kat Encik Suffian yang keep on calling me and keep on reminding me on the qualifying date. Nak taknak, I terpaksa gak pegi dengan hati yang amat maha berat. Cakap kat hubby misal kata ada rezeki qualifiedpun, ingat nak bagi kat orang lainlah. Pegi cuma nak tengok average kita, ok ke tak ok, itu aje.

Memang Friday I ambik off sebab nak spend time ngan my naughty little larling Ten-ten. Kesian sangat kat dia, hati mummy mana tak sayu kalau tengok orang macam tak kisah sangat ngan dia. I dah plan nak bawa larling Ten-ten gi One-Utama, main kat Galactica ... lepas tu masuk Parkson sat... lepas tu... gi makan... lepas tu balik tido. Petang pulak, main basikal ... itulah plan I tapi dah tak jadik sebab pagi2 Friday, I kena pegi Seri Kembangan for my first block.

The game was divided into two blocks with each block, we played six games. Memang I dah agak ... my first block memang so the very teruk one. I sendiri tak caya tengok the first six games not even touch 900 points. Tapi entahlah, I tak rasa apapun ... mungkin Allah belum nak tolong lagi. Anyway, Encik Suffian told me that I have another six games to go and "miracles can happen". Memang I tak angkat potpun, sebab I rasa susah nak kejar balik sebab ramai yang dah terror, bukan macam dolu2 lagi...

So, the very next day (Saturday), dengan bacaan bismillah, I pun kuar rumah, dengan harapan for the second block ni, I would do much2 better. Tapi again, jadik ke tak jadik ke, belasah aje.. Oh...ya, sebelum pegi berjuang. I jumpa MIL dulu, ucapkan "happy birthday, panjang umur murah rezeki" and mintak maaf takut2 I terlambat balik nak raikan sama2 kenduri doa selamat pada tengaharinya. My MIL says ok and tak kisah, sooo ... I pun chowlah.

For the second block, organiser groupkan I ngan mens' team. Gabralah jugak ... "apsal organiser letak aku ngan jantan2 ni pulak. Kalau aku tak tension, aku takut doranglak tension tengok aku main. Yelah, orang lelaki bowl, strike memanjang ... nanti disebabkan aku, dorang takleh nak bowl pulak. Letak pulak aku ngan dua players yang ala-ala ustaz, amboi seriusnyerrr..."

Tapi, alhamdullilah, entah mana datangnya semangat, mungkin dengan berkat doa aku kat ALLAH, wow... aku bowl dengan cemerlang, gemilang dan terbilang. Lebih baguih daripada team lelaki and finally I managed to get more than 1,000 points with average 175. Walaupun tak qualify for MAKSAK, I memang puashati. Syukur alhamdullilah. ..

"MIRACLES DO HAPPEN"